Introduction

This is the record of a revolution.

This is the record of how God wrecked my ideas of Christianity and has begun to replace them with His own.

My name is Gary. I’ve been a Christian for 30 years. I am the worship leader and an ordained deacon in my denomination. I’ve always wanted to be a radical follower and disciple of Jesus, so I’ve been joyfully surprised to discover (by the goodness of God) that I had fallen asleep in my faith and had grown satisfied with a pale, comfortable Christianity. This little blog is the story of and the ongoing record of my waking and my ruining. As the Lord began to call me to His gospel, His Christianity, I began to realize that my life, my ideas, my own brand of Christianity was ruined. And I’m very thankful, because I’m being ruined by the compassionate love of God – for me and for others. I’ll never be the same…thanks be to God!